MIMIE's

The Second last month of 2011

2011-11-03T16:13:00.002+08:00

Since oct , lucks been reli down. alot things happened and too much issues.
hard to solve and fighting against life. Hmm now ive lost interest in life, took awhile to hesitate if i should blog but maybe guess it would help if future it might reflect on me. Feel like i should leave singapore and travel , relax myself alone but scary thou. other than doing my usual hobby, was trying to learn whistle notes. im able to hit high notes especially after drinking. I have no idea about the end of the world in April 2012. but life is the most precious thing on earth yeah, so no matter what i will fight to the end. I reli pray that next year will be a great year!

Make up by Carrin *Maquillage Asylum

2011-04-29T00:42:00.002+08:00

this is the one time i slim a lil, make up with effort myself and wearing lens!! still picking up!!

love this photo vvm i almost couldn believe it was me. the more we gain exp, the better result! satisfactory!

me and my old time best fren

Genting trip with family & dear (bro 1st trip)

2011-04-29T00:38:00.005+08:00

xavier: you this heavy pig!

Kuala Lumpur bukit bintang

the makansutra and fake branded

genting time

Hong kong trip March with family & bf

2011-04-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

macau Venetian , bella suite. we all slept tog :P

cityview hotel lobby. near to nu ren jie.

one bday prezzie i bought for myself,this gold piggy tat is unattached w display (unglued)

a day with tour all shag out

the place we shopped!

our fav, fermented tofu from HK!

the scariest thing on earth is ur family being so unreal to u

2011-03-13T22:03:00.003+08:00

'She' is just so rubbish, being so fake, nothing seems to be real from her, and she is someone who abandon my her son for 20 years and yet appearing only when he has his career.

needless to say anything else.
to a point where she can be so close to him than the one sleeping beside him everyday

is this trip reli meant for me? No i dun feel so..
the place i wanna go most is on a cruise by the balcony.
this yr, my bday wish will be evil.
serious abhor sucks to core.

overspent

2011-01-27T18:57:00.002+08:00

Oh well.. rusty blog mine..
spent $10k since jan 1st.. oh my.. han bin.
bought gold bracelete for myself 1st time.
today just used another $1.5k on mum.
Im left with little money now :(

and im happen my UOB card has arrived today hehe.
dunno should i goto casino this CNY.
not much plans with dear for now..
Hopefully all china not crowded at MBS this cny season.
hurry come March! <3

Imma learn .....

2010-11-11T15:48:00.002+08:00

Imma learn to

wear high heels.
do better make up.
slim down n look confident!

I want to look beautiful!!

wanna smell my armpit? LOL

2010-09-29T02:47:00.005+08:00

my dear. i cant slp, his snoring ist loud! and im missing giko to bits.

passed by serangoon ytd and somehow wanted to visit giko. My bf wasn't really glad abt this, so i held back. Tot i should give it a passed, cause im sure it's still happy even thou im not there anymore.

Doing sideline/freelance property stuffs is boring. I'm lazy and even sick of using the computer oh my! My only motive for being online is to play Tiki Resort in fb, competing X.k. haa

Few days back we bought 'cleo' magazine, the 'Guess' Breeches caught my eye. It been a long long aging time i shopped. i am not into shopping actually, i guess i'd rather maintain my simple auntie characteristic.

lol.

Thinking back that Cathy still dunno how to differentiate an owl and a cat makes me go bonkers.

hahaha up to date, she still having probs identifying the bird and the animal. hahah!!

Im liking Maroon 5 moore and mooore. :)

my ordour ist getting worst to worse. damn

Signing off,

M.A

anxious

2010-09-19T13:40:00.005+08:00

75 more days to go! i'm alrd counting down like everyday!
time pass so slow, if only the days can pass like how we scroll the calender! best ah!
Dec i'm gg genting with my precious and our landlord family with their in laws.
haha gg for 4 days, stress free times for dear.
next we are waiting for the $$ to come by, and he will bring me and my whole family to Macau as mummy wished! i can see that my bro is excited. But still got like half a yr to go. so anxious alrd! hopefully everyone will enjoy themselves n my bro could get into the casino! me and bro hvn got on a plane before lol.
this two months we have to control over money we spend, to ensure we bring enuf for casino! im meeting ally and joey on 26th! haha should be heading to villa bali for drinks! i can see the effort he made for me, he is sucha silly boy. i will appreciate his love and bear with him till the end of time.

crane game

2010-09-08T05:21:00.003+08:00

Courtesy FOREX Video

new short hair style

2010-08-29T18:37:00.003+08:00

oooh i like these hello kitties.

here's me and xian xian.

hello. i've cut my hair last two days on the 27th.
hee. not so bad afterall, much better than i expected!
it will take me many yrs to grow back and i wanna perm wavy hair so badly. now i gotta spent my life waiting. or shud i get a wig, do some extensions?
I've always love things natural. maybe its time i put some effort in changing some looks. haha.

Canon in D

2010-08-24T13:18:00.005+08:00

Recently i realise my eyes used to be bigger, now it seems really much smaller than before.I've just learnt how to wear contact lenses not long, its time to learn putting up fake eyelashes soon yeah. Its been a long time since i last went fishing, kenshin ask me out tonight to fish at changi beach club, used to be my favourite spot. I ought to do some house chores and dolling up alrd! I am the most laziest woman i guess, i can laze around and not dressing up gg anywhere! Later might be gg out with siew hua aunt to tampines for some ufo catching time. i really hope everything will be smooth for him, im talking abt his fines and points demerit of traffic offends. cant wait to have a share of his commission too lol, siew hua is gg genting this December, i wanna go too! but the currency rates for Ringgit is really low now, damn. I hadn't been having a good appetite for some time, my stomach hurts in the noon and i can feel my tummy growling without feeling hungry. I have no idea whats wrong, maybe lack of sleep or something. I can eat but just feel my tummy is not right, its feeling empty and not hungry all the time. But when it comes to dinner i got my appetite back and i eat really well. what's wrong? imma health conscious pisces and i used to study much about food nutrition and health benefits. And now im lacking fruits and exercises. Stopped consuming fruits for some time alrd, what im having for meals now is very simple. As long it doesnt cost too much, can gimmi a satisfied stomach will do. neglecting my health for money sake. Time to trim my hair, thinking of keeping black or red hair next. But i'll love to perm my hair as i love wavy hair lots!

Sure i do love this song, don't you?

this song is better than sex, someone comment in youtube. lol.

learn english

2010-08-22T08:14:00.004+08:00

i got abit of emo today until i found this vid!
damn hilarious. pik piak flik flak as long u look into his eyes.
im about to roll on floor when seeing this video. hahaha
i feel really sad and bad when i tot abt how bad i treated my ex Calvin whom pamper me lots, giving in to me all the time.
and then i was being very good to someone who treats me like a maid, sucks.
now it finally gets even, karma over? i hope there's no double return.
i dun ill treat my current bf or giving him my best, and we get along well.
i miss u baby meow, rem to watch this video, ur brother in there lol. =X

chinese celeb surgery vid

2010-08-21T05:09:00.004+08:00

Chinese celebrities plastic surgery. ouch! painful isnt it? risky of failure sounds more scary! i used to hate it so much, finding them fake, unnatural.
as time goes by, the more i feel that nth is wrong with these surgery.
Human usually wun feel content even when things get perfect.
we will only ask for more, living only this lifetime, why not be happy?
Making urself beautiful and happy, confidence plays a big part importance in womans life. if i can endure the pain and have the money, what do i fix? lol
how abt shifting all my features all over again? instead of making everythin sharper or bigger.shifting features, eg high forehead, need to shift all features higher ? lol but..... if u shift eyes, the other features like nose will be much further away eyes and mouth alrd.. lol.

be patience.

2010-08-18T04:27:00.003+08:00

Time is all that matters.
people always look at things only when they had lost everything. how true.
Im very fortunate to have a man who is willing to share his everything with me.
Im very grateful and blessed, wat else can i ask for. he's all i wanted.
He's so tired lately, working and spending the rest of his precious time making me smile. Sometimes i feel really bad when im sleepless, i gave him headache and stress.
I kinda miss those days when im staying with Eileen, alice and all the family members.
gain lots weight, but i dun wanna take diet pill its not healthy anyway.
cant fit into most of my pants. i dun really like shopping, will stick to my old hobby (jackpot-ing). been really lazy to update my blog, wonder who else still visit this rusty space sometimes. My Catty, i miss u badly. i really wanna organise a bbq and i want u to be there. ill wait for ur return before i organise one. :P
ill try my very best to be patience. now wat i have to do is not to overspent. in order not to mess with law's, i will try my best to be a Scrooge gf for now :)

moving back tonight!

2010-06-30T16:19:00.001+08:00

Hae Bee Hiam
pound the following ingredients:
Chilli Padi (including seeds)
dried Shrimps (soaked and drained)
& garlic. shallots(ur preference)

i state this here to rem myself i wanna try this out. Yishun 770 ah ma told me this, faster write down haha. i didnt got chance to learn this, my daddy side buay gam. macam enemy how to learn? my mum dun cook. my mother's side are Hakka. jin jialat.

bad week.

2010-06-23T06:39:00.004+08:00

wat a bad week. fall down on Monday while playing with wan bin girl2. today Wednesday, cut my fingers while opening the aluminium tab from the oats can. landlord wanna increase the rental for yishun room from 550 to 700. found a room at bedok res ytd with aircon for SGD600, thanks to Jieying.stop giving me injuries cux i wanna jump down to saltwater this weekend again!!

our temp room in Yishun

2010-06-17T11:21:00.003+08:00

This is our temp room at Yishun 770 Ave3.

the 2nd kitchen for cooking, comes w xiao qiang..

The first kitchen, for bathing and laundries.

Our side hall, den i realise i forget to take the other hall picture. lol

our room.

after putting vinyl our toilet looks cleaner. no heater no shower head!!!
the toilet tiles.

our rack and stuffs.

听　你不断呼叫我
划破　宁静我的心下堕
在难过　讲不出爱没结果
口和唇　紧紧闭锁
哭　也一话都不说
害怕　连累你一生日月
憾无缺　只差跟你曾遇过
给过你　太多波折

*宁愿没拥抱共你可到老 (共你能够终老)
任由你来去自如在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到他比我好
只望停在远处祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉 (多么想亲口细诉)*

说太多话我想说
但我　还是要哑口道别
任由我　天空海阔流着血
只要你　白似冰雪
I wanna learn this first canto song. who can teach me? lol.

I know Jass u wanna sing.

sleepless nite

2010-06-17T02:06:00.004+08:00

Couldn't slp today. dunno why, keep thinking abt the past,wat to do next and so sleepless nite. Wun be gg to the pool this wk as i jus come my menses. :(
Miss Giko too, didnt really got the chance to cuddle with him like we used to. Having quite a mixed feeling today. hvn got chance to update the photos of my temp room. Ytd orchard was flooded quite seriously, disaster man. I wish to see more smile in people and also hope the environment will become better. Treasure and love our loved ones like no tml :)

AVATARIZE YOURSELF

2010-06-16T16:11:00.002+08:00

tsamina mina zangalewa wakawaka eh eh

2010-06-16T08:36:00.005+08:00

So long nv go Villa Bali alrd!
So many things awaits me. im waiting for the 25th & 31st of this month so badly.
I wanna go Vivo shop and have my sea urchin!
Cant wait for end of yr and even next yr our planning of B & M.
Marriage is in the plan, will everything goes smoothly next yr?
Hope everything wun change from now, just waiting for time to fly.
Of course hope my boy will get his confirmation and everything will b ruled by us!
Staying in Yishun Ave 3 currently, a 2x4room unit! first time staying in a 2 in one big HDB. I wanna buy macarons for Jasmine and Sashimi for Elizabath! And also im waiting patiently for my idiot sis Cathy to b back in our hot island! hope to see her real soon, promised to give her a treat! A Cat treat! lol. And mastie Kit, i will be seeing u in hp of course good things are worth waiting for hahahahha! Alrights im back at 56kg. wat a fat mimie now, ill be gg to swim or perhaps soak in water this weekend at the pool nearby :) loves

catch me in fb :P

2010-06-03T08:47:00.007+08:00

shopping spree at tampines :) sushi and sushi!

i know i look like maniqueen

Churros! cinamon n sugar stick.. ooohlalala! someone fake my beloved kit. childish!

Here i am. blogging on the bed. So uncomfortable. thats y i dun online frequent now. hvn got a room to rent yet damn! gotto move out of this temp room on 14th. Been gg out as much as everyday with bf. had lotsa fun. almost everyday sushi tei or villa bali. haha i gotta save up soon. i cant wait for next yr. so many things i wanna do and i can do them all. god bless :) wun be here for some time till im settle down with a new room! and a new desktop table!!!!

Thursday morning

2010-05-20T08:48:00.003+08:00

Hmmm, feeling like gg out today. spent all my money on foods and tarts ytd.
cant go out le. Dunno if im working tml. hope sunday i get a halfday at least. low chance hor? I really cant wait to get a puppy. Norwegian or Jack russell. Will be moving back home soon, thou ill have monthly income from the rent, i cannot have my dear by my side also sian. no massage blabla lol. i wished to go out, i know he'll packet lunch for me later. if i get caught, ill get killed.

not an easy may

2010-05-19T11:02:00.002+08:00

Woke up today feeling so fresh. Feeling happy :)
no work today. was happy working at Ubi, nv expected.
Weather so hot, i wished i got one aircon in my room.
The uncle who stay nearby my blk is selling his place moving to folks home,i missed the chance to rent his room with Xavier le.

months to go

2010-05-10T11:48:00.002+08:00

Im free alrd :)
I've got nightmares and maybe phobia of somethings.
I didnt feel im scared or worry about anything, maybe im just acting strong so inner stress bought nightmares. People who wants their fren to work with them can do anything to get someone resign and so their fren can work with them. Im glad the they try the polling to help but debate was not a gd idea. as long everyone is happy, i think i will be happy too. people change when they gets busy, so do characteristic. temper of mine becomes bad esp when i bring it home without knowing, time to reflect on myself.
After a week of sweating, i began to eat so much and ya my money was not enuf of me to support my makan lol. Change my number alrd, waiting for few months to pass so i can have a better life. Thanks for dear massage and spending his everything on me. im fortunate enuf alrd :)

xav

2010-04-29T14:55:00.003+08:00

We finally had 2 bottle of beer last night.
He was hard, we had a great night. lol
He look so charming with his shirt on.
I miss him so much now, gotto start training tml alrd. Hope i can take it :)

X.k

2010-04-28T09:42:00.002+08:00

Its been so long i last update here or even my diary.
I wonder how is .my. Giko doing. Been imagining how he used to look at me and such when i look at my plush pug. No matter how tough X and me have to go thru i really dun mind as long i have him. He's been really so nice , to give me his everything that he neglected his ability. I am so afraid to lose him, the old man , but the treasure where all my life im finding. Giko ah giko really feel like kissing you.
been listening to this song, one of my favoutite :)

he dun look that cute thou hahaha. but great song keeps me nua-ing.
im so lazy. Im gg to bath and goto Ally stall liao.
Kiss me every morning tell me how bad u want me. loves.

Best Music Muse!!

2010-04-22T09:23:00.001+08:00

April 2010 shoot

2010-04-20T15:34:00.007+08:00

Its my 2nd shoot! have i posed well?

i can see many mosquitos around me sucking my blood but i still posed!!! hahaha. its damn itchy afterall.

bright side

2010-04-12T12:44:00.004+08:00

order my fav drink kilkenny
my fav food, hong hong style steam fish.
Nachos cheese, sashimi, ur nuts, my chips.
salted yolk crab.
sambal kang kong veggy.
we love white, as pure as love to happiness.
u keep and using what i had given u.
we cherish things and we were never wild.
we adore children and care for the elderly.
we have our secrets even when new life afresh :x
u bring new life and hope.
u teach me so much that guide me from a girl to an adult.
been thru so much, cherish what comes by ur life, nv missed it again.

Zoo Paradise

2010-04-05T08:18:00.008+08:00

mimie and macaron

mimie and juss put!

hooked game ahhh.. :x

Here's my Z P at level 19 5th April 2010

Level shown.

Jam? bug?

alamak, so many eggs, level uppie.

http://apps.facebook.com/zoo-paradise/
Zoo Paradise.

cherish everything that comes by ur life :D

Its March!!

2010-03-14T12:11:00.006+08:00

the dogs i bought at genting. love them~!

still looking and feeling good thou im quite flooded with heatuness & sickness!!

me acting cute at home ytd before boss cut my hair n i cut his :P

my dream chair!!!!

why so greenish ah? but i like this pale look eh!

last night, i still dreamt of my ex.. grrrrr, he happy reply not happy wun. why shud i go think anymore.. its over dear, he's loving his gf and i should not be dreaming. how i wish i can control dream sometimes. the only thing i cannot control.

i got u, son

2010-03-12T08:51:00.005+08:00

mimie went to james place last night and pick giko to stay with her awhile.
she lost something, and also she found something.
ive learn when u lost something equals to found something.
officially love my one and only xavier koh.
hope he treats me well improvement of better and better in time.
think im having serious flu and slight fever.
thanks for being by my side, i really wished i can move in with u soon.
boss, i love u endlessly.

this time around i swear that together we'll be better than before

2010-03-02T15:31:00.003+08:00

This time around, no more tears

This time around I swear
That together we'll be better than before

This time around

So many times I've let you down
When you needed me, I was not around
You've forgiven me time and time again

You believed that you could change me
Although I've been around the best
Darling, I must confess, oh
No one compares to you, oh

CHORUS:

This time around, no more tears
This time around I swear
That together we'll be better than before
This time around, no more tears
This time around I will
Make it clear, I swear
I'll love you more and more

You gave me all a girl could give
You saved me of this inpositive
It took a little while, 'till I could see
There could be no one else for me

Although all over the world I've been
Of all the girls I've seen
No one compares to you, baby

CHORUS

You always believed I'd be the man of all your dreams
This time around, girl you can count on me

Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me
And even at the bottom of the sea
I could still hear inside my head
Tellin' me, touch me, feel me

And all the time you were tellin' me lies

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed

Lonely, on me nobody ever shut it down like you
You want a crown
You made my body feel heaven bound
Why don't you hold me
Near me, I thought you told me
You'd never leave me

Looking in the sky I could see your face
And I know right where I fit in
Take me, make me, you know that I'll always be in love
With you
Right til the end OOh

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could've told you right from the start
It's bout to fall apart
So rather than hold onto a broken dream
We'll just hold on to love

And I could find a way to make it
Don't hold on too tight
I'll make it without you tonight

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold onto the times we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

jenny - the click 5!

2010-03-01T11:49:00.002+08:00

She calls me baby
then she won't call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, what's the problem?)

She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, what's the problem?)

You leave me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind

[Chorus:]
First you say you won't
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
and we're not moving on
or standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, it's killing me

She needs her own space
she's playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she's changed
(Jenny, what's the problem?)

I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

[Chorus]

(oh oh oh)
It's killing me
(oh oh oh)
It's killing me
(oh oh oh)
Jenny

[Chorus x2]

It's killing me

Jenny

This love is unbreakable

2010-02-22T09:01:00.007+08:00

Im not naked. haha. its fun to take pic that looks naked when u are not. :P

Its me and mai ya candy. cost $4. wakaoz. for my lao tou de. haha
alalala.. Im aging!
i sprain my waist today. played too rough somewhat. always been so hyper, forgetting im old alrd. came to think abt it, i sprain my neck 2 wks ago, my hand last week. hahaha! Boo!
But u know, my brain ist strong, i will NOT let anything control over me.
I believe in placebo, so that explains.
Mum caught my lovebites this morning. Its obvious that i cannot even make up any story because there are total 4 of the bites. -_-" but im quite surprise she didnt f me. for the first time. hehe
She still bug me for the reason why me and James broke up.
I just answered that we are not compatible. she might thought i am not faithful instead ba.
This morning i puke, because there's something disgusting on the drinking part of a milk packet, gosh. Its been a very long time i last see or hug Giko, guess he alrd forgot me liao.
was it that long? or just too long for me? haha. Im also trying not to see him as much as i could. It will be a lehchey job for them to let me see him, its only me in my own shoe. perhaps, i take a dogs life more serius than a human one. somemore its my BaBy!
But its all fate, i have to accept and find a way. c'on be strong bitch! *talking to myself*
My bro been so emo, yet he pretend so strong on the outside. I really pray he will talk out with me. Im so empty now, no money to pay for my next hp bill. no money get the cd player i want. no money go genting also.. i dun have much clothes, everything was like from YRS ago! not comparing myself to others ive had only less than 10 pair of shoe including slippers. i dun use moisturiser. dun shop. hmmm thats very sickening. I had names ready for my next doggy :( :) not revealing it here haha. But my plant name is achmed. its pronounce as ac - *flam* med. lol. pls go youtube for achmed the dead terrorist or sth. hehe. i will be gone again for some time. Kit master please wait patiently, good things are worth the wait wahahah!! lets rot while wait!
garly mad!!! girly man!!! kill her killer kill her wahaha.. the funny videos spinning in my head now.

oh ya im so naggy today. ive got one last thing to update.
the 2 wisdom tooth i had them extract on 10th. is nth but pea! Its not hurting totally.
i can eat just slower. and its really nothing painful like i thought. heart painful when the bill comes nia. wahaha. apart from the mistakes and the past exp, i will need to be brave. or even, act brave. :D telling myself, i can overcome everything. the placobo effect works.

Free from everything.

2010-02-06T18:08:00.010+08:00

Woohoo. Had finally stopped working after one and a half yrs. Might be gg for my wisdom tooth operation on the 10th.
Just 4 days before CNY. Dun think i can afford any work for now.
Hp bill $125.00. Had a new idea for my room, making it into a mini garden :)
I wished 23rd is just ard the corner, for i can release and have fun.
But it will be a 5days lonely time to myself.
Fake flowers & leaves aren't cheap haha. My rashes are fine now.
I'll update soon, and ya, my ex was checking how am i.
When i had clean forgotten abt him alrd, wondering why must he be doing this.
Its time to move on. We will be betta than before.
Ur family, ur new loved ones is what u need. For they had failure marriage exp, they will cherish u more than anyone in the world. And think abt it, who really was the one ruining everything?
Now, I've found myself than ever.

Its meaningful and nice. Love it. for u.

Adam Lambert Whataya Want From Me Lyrics
Hey, slow it down
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, I'm afraid
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn't give a damn
But now here we are
So whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful
And it's nothing wrong with you
It's me, I'm a freak
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn't even try but I think
You could save my life

morgen

2010-01-14T10:18:00.010+08:00

Im getting much more happiness but they are all that money can buy.
Thanks to all my friends.
But im yearning for the happiness which money could not buy.

Thanks Master Kit for giving me the cutest 'music' card ever.
U will receive my gift soon, let me go with a friend who know how to post =X

money brings greed.
when greed comes along, one will not be happy. Missy also cant help u. lol

Im very excited. i wanna leave Sg as much as i can. for the past i only wished he could treat me better, take me around as the further place ive been ist only JB. Alex take me to kulai. Now, happiness is worth fighting for!! awaiting for more to come :)

someone who betrayed his fiancee , and someone who breaks up other couple, makes v good match. shall wish them all the best, she need him more than anygirl does as she is a widow planning to divorced sometime ago, finally got her legal cert status ONLY last yr (October2009) and give birth after a month from that cert (November2009). She must need 'it' from him so badly. she is no where better as she had a failed marriage, n god gave her two daughters why no son? This is what i learn in life about karma. so please treasure ur love ones.

Only the dumbest girl would want her fiancee back.
emo emo . no emotions, things will be right!

drink and cam marathon

2009-12-12T10:58:00.005+08:00

the cute sleeping cats i found behind mosque street..
After dixie awhile me and Xav head to ktv at katong for 2 hrs.....

den to drink marathon. this is how i look after 36hrs without sleeping hahaha

been so long i last being so cam whore. hahaha

Xavier say when i dun close my mouth in pic, wun look like me. lol

Taken at leslie pub. so country.

hair so messy. drink for so so many hrs. and when u nv slp, u wun feel high lol.

White December

2009-12-07T10:12:00.006+08:00

Im Soooo jealous! When James went out with the pretty girl and spent loads of money all to himself. when i was with him. he hardly bring me to shop. and when he did, his face is as black as charcoal. when i see one item, he'll say its expensive, his hands are tight or say we always quarrel when gg out tog. so dun wanna bring me out. nnbcb. he's just being selfish. knowing him bringing girl back home. lying on his bed. whatever story doesnt really bothers me. i can let him know how bad i cried in the rain seeking for his presence, but i dun even ger a single respond. It's not love, maybe a selfish one. he can carry on earn his money & spend his condoms for his girl on his bed. i will pray giko good luck in the future. he threw away my comb and stuffs after he chase me off, hit me again and again hardly bring me out, neglect me but unhappy bout me gg out.. why the fuck i still think of him! im so DUMB! im gonna do some scratching when im high soon again.. mother fucker James lin kai jian. truly JIAN!

This bitch. nameless. went DF request ppl to sjare table and pour stranger's drink like nobody's business! fucking hell.

Me & Unicorn.. city square. hvn been there yet!! lovely uh?

Aaron Goh!! the white day.. Mel's last resort keep finding her charming white prince and so everyone was in white last sat!

Desmond ah cai me mel and anthony.

me and mr handsome cai cai!

small head vs big head.. = this picture.

Me and Rachel. she ist absolute canto queen.. ZZZZZ!!!!

Lazy Friday nite

2009-12-05T16:44:00.003+08:00

ajisen for dinner . the pumpkin crocuette is Power! To Dix as usual. den to Leslie pub ard central mall. they are crazy for 'the real booty babes - played alive' !

big head doll xav

Tooth advert againzz..

Leslie pub opposite Momo.the Nana now.he wants his 80s i wnat my RnB!! Im the KJ!

she is high and she will be sleepy. she ask xavier how many times he wanna chase me. out the door when im heading to buy ciggies. why she wasnt happy abt him coming after me when everyone wanna smoke..

Its all abt food baby

2009-11-30T10:48:00.005+08:00

raw pic of me. besides the shadow of leaves, i like it :)

Popeye chicken at sg flyer.. kinda salty thou..

very handsome young man.. why am i so old?!?!

my fav pork fats.. Xav got me some for home fried wahaha.

i wrote this.. who cares!!

my fav.. sea urchin.. uni sushi. too much u'll feel sickening! lol

Happy period

2009-11-24T13:27:00.002+08:00

Happy Bday Giko..!

A mum can go MAD if she cant see her child.

Im giving everything up..

From: least priority..

No Me Ames / 不会太久/ Russian Roulette

2009-11-06T15:54:00.004+08:00

Jennifer Lopez & Marc Anthony - No Me Ames

Dime porque lloras
De felicidad
Y porque te ahogas
Por la soledad
Di porque me tomas
Fuerte asi, mis manos
Y tus pensamientos
Te van llevando
Yo te querio tanto
Y porque sera
Loco testarudo
No lo dudes mas
Aunque en el futuro
Haya un muro enorme
Yo no tengo miedo
Quiero enamorarme
No me ames, porque pienses
Que parezco diferente
Tu no piensas que es lo justo
Ver pasar el tiempo juntos
No me ames, que comprendo
La mentira que seria
Si tu amor no merezco
No me ames, mas quedate otra dia
No me ames, porque estoy perdido
Porque cambie el mundo, porques es el destino
Porque no se puede, somos un espejo
Y tu asi serias lo que yo de mi reflejo
No me ames, para estar muriendo
Dentro de una guerra llena de arrepentimientos
No me ames, para estar en tierra, quiero alzar el vuelvo
Con tu gran amor por el azul del cielo
No se que decirte, esa la verdad
Si la gente quiere, sabe lastimar
Tu y yo partiremos
ellos no se mueven
Pero en este cielo sola no me dejes
No me dejes, no me dejes
No me eschuches, si te digo "no me ames"
No me dejes, no desarmes
Mi corazon con ese "no me ames"
No me ames, to lo ruego
Mi amargura dejame
Sabes bien, que no puedo
Que es inutil, que siempre te amare
No me ames, pues te hare sufrir
Con este corazon que se ileno de mil inviernos
No me ames para asi olvidarte de tus dias grises
Quiero que me ames solo por amarme
No me ames, tu y yo volaremos
Uno con el otro y seguiremos siempre juntos
Este amor es como el sol que sale tras de la tormenta
Com dos cometas en la misma estela
No me ames
No me ames
No me ames
No, no me ames
No me ames
No me ames
No me ames...

******

江美琪 - 不会太久

转眼微风忽然停了
就像我们之间忽然就
什麼都不是了
这样也好没有干扰
未来可以有自己捏造
好不好
我知道你真的曾经深爱过我
只是你的心中还有其他的美梦
我知道分开的时候你也真的难过
只是不会太久
自怜自责都已走过
我喜欢过现在的生活
又自由又寂寞
不是软弱因为想透
与其把爱变成了负荷
就放手
我知道你最爱的人绝不是我
我只是当时可以安慰你的梦
你不是喜新厌旧只是还没有把握
爱得不会太久
呵．．．
咳．．．
我知道你最爱的人绝不是我
我只是当时可以安慰你的梦
你绝不是喜新厌旧只是还没有把握
爱得不会太久

******

Rihanna - Russian Roulette

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost

(Chorus)

As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life

(Chorus)

previous fishing trip

2009-10-26T11:40:00.006+08:00

The pics im posting today was the fishing trip w johnny & Daniel on 8th October.
Abit late cause im quite busy.

Looks so shag right? i didnt slept at all. i met bitch for slack till fishing starts.

At Punggol end.

steps by steps im taking the pic of gg offshore fishing.

my fav shoe. spoil liao..

the best mini catch of the day Lmao.

Okay, its gg to rain. i snap this. and we still fish when it rains.

when i just woke up i took my face. LOL

Stupid tongue of Johnny.

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no one likes to catch any eel. the last catch.

Nice. not bad right?

end of fishing. Daniel looks sian & shag.

Blacks

2009-10-19T10:25:00.002+08:00

Black or colour version better??
Kind of attitude again these days. Ppl ard me AP too. so am i!
I have my reason. Im so damn broke now.
I've got few stuff to buy and i cant even afford it.
Recently been craving for grapes again (black seedless)
dunno why also, black ones sold out at market.
Everyone's face in office not very colourful also. Black like grapes.
Oh ya, nowadays when i see Indians, i feel super insulted and irritated.
I dun hate those Blagadesh, only hate the Singapore ku niang ah neh neh blackos.
LOL. im talking regards 'full of BLACK' today uh?
I reli Despise the Blackie 'nv wash clean' man. They look down on woman, when they need to get by they'll say EXCUSE ME! When you let them pass, no THANK YOU. no SMILE. NOT even a glance at u. like i owe them u see?
If i am unlucky, i will bump into one black man who also look at me at the same time when i SAW him! He'll gimmi that kinda look like Im worth nth? expect me to stop looking first.
Pui. Think they are man and black they can rule the world? rule woman shit or pussy only!
I've even read articles that they didnt wanna dicvorce his wife even thou there's no love, they thought of an act, to disfigure their wife instead.
See how cruel these beast are?

Circuit Series Scratchit

2009-10-12T14:58:00.001+08:00

Circuit series scratchit! Addiction.....

The boys first meeting

2009-10-04T12:00:00.005+08:00

wow, i manage to snap this picture after a few tries, look at all the eyes colour!!

Milo, Prince boy, Mafia, Giko.

The Jap pizza. bread de nicer!! mimie + angela lunch from bugis.

Saw this waist belt. xiang le man jiu, atlas nv buy :)

I like this too, and i guess AM will like it too. but also nv buy.. LMAO..

Finally i copy this from Jack Michael. He's abit despo recently i can tell. wahaha.
But i must thanks him for practicing this fav song of mine for me.

My blackheads on my nose causes itch.. wah BTH ah! gonna go do facial later, still thought of cancelling it for some shopping time haha.

Just a little bored

2009-10-01T20:11:00.006+08:00

my favourite Cereal! James and family dinner on 27sept.

James all time favourite. gang zhen fish!

I love Zhu you! pork skin very fatty! yumyum!

bug him to get one more time cereal for me. hao bu rong yi! dinner for 29sept again!

capture this pigeon so near to me while having lunch with cathy at boat quay today.

only Giko's not blur, cool right?

my disney display shelf before tidying! messy uh!!
smelly breath i got, dry throats. tml! Its Friday!!
Just took back the penbasy, hope it helps a little on diet.
Been quite busie and also moody for some reason.
Im meeting David soon for my pictures, and cant wait to go offshore fishing next week too.my capsicum is still in office fridge. oh no!
Im getting a bit confuse on what i wan, slim down for what!!
let me gain back some confidence!!

Pondok Indah

2009-09-26T11:01:00.005+08:00

They say, the darker the fruits. The more nutrients it contains. true? Im liking grapes now. :P

This are da 2 photos of what Ally served me! haha. the chilli belachan taste sweet. what they Made from the origin they only keep for themselves. what the community (customer) eat is the not so spicy but sweeter version! LOL.still rocks!! should request da 'original' from Lindawati!

The aljunied council came! happy la Ally & her family. The stall is only 3months old :)

Business getting HOT!

And HOTTER!
If you love spicy food! wanna feel some hotness! come down this strong flavoured Indonesian Foodstall Paradise by Lindawati 'PONDOK INDAH'
have a taste of it at Market 630 Bedok Reservoir Road. Food range from $2. xD Yumyum!

Jio me bring u go eat if u dunno where! lol. Its closes at 3pm!!! hola~!

7more days of work to payday!

2009-09-21T10:14:00.009+08:00

Hola! The last time i blog was few months ago right?
Because im v pekcek! the uploaded photos cannot be seen in the editing page.
How am i suppose to know which pic and write what happen leh?
Today ah im quite excited to blog since morning!
Last night i went to Velvet with Robert! and today is public holiday ma, so banyak banyak orang!alot angmohs also. Also alot ppl wear dress might as well dun wear tat kinda dress la.

There's this girl! dunno her name, wondering she off from 'xiao jie' jobscope of sth la playing , i mean flirting with our fren's fren. (2 guys)Power~~~~! her panty steal the lime light liao! she dun reli care. sibeh jialat!

after Alvin sent me back! its already 4.10am i missed my Mcspicy!!!
$*%@#&% i called and insisted i want it!!!
altas they gimmi one thru delivery! thou its not MEGA but im still v happy!!
after makan, online till 6am! got ppl keep shouting under my block!
AhPek:'nabeh cb kua simi lan jiao!' then also keep repeating 'lao chee bye lao chee bye' lalalala. i shouted back with my manly voice too! atlas i buay tahan la i call the Police :)
yupp, my v first time calling thru phont reporting such nonsence! LOL.

Few days back then, keep having single nightmare. After the shoot with giko for like almost half a day 12hrs! i got nightmare(s). sibeh er xin those kind de! dun wish to say them here..

Here's one of my shoot with Giko.

feel like having flu jiuce to drink now.. replenish all the alcohol dehydration walaaaaa! i wish to get a custom printed bag wor!! print mine and giko faces in it carry everywhere i go. LOL at least not out for branded ma. haha. that would be so sweet right? sucks! i still cant see the pictures tat i post in the edit post page. nbcb! im off to facebook again le! muackz~!

The above picture wasnt me hor! im wearing this ytd LMAO~!

Buzie July`s.

2009-07-10T09:11:00.004+08:00

.....

2009-07-01T22:58:00.003+08:00

headache. stress. avoiding. try not to think abt it.
no one to share with.. my loved one rather see tv than chat with me.
everything he'll be saying tml and tml say. tml never comes.
feeling so heart broken. will this job tie me down?
will it cost me lifetime at his place because of this job?
i had to find myself a way. to know how to go myself to work from my place, because i know i can never rely on him. no matter what happens, what we been thru, we are just not meant for each other. im hiding inside. i know he can never be my listening ear and never will be the one i need. what am i suppose to do? if im crying, if im excited, he never will know, and never will wish to ask. why am i staying here? can someone do what i love to do with me? share with me every single thing how i feel in my heart.

shine event 27 June 09

2009-06-29T12:38:00.005+08:00

saturday, Shine youth event. we all reach Ngee Ann Civic at 12pm. Zhangbin reach at 1pm. Angela the idiot reach the latest. we all waited under the sun until she reach and sun tanned together again. so tired, drink lotsa water eat lotsa food as we sweat alot. had a lil fun with the phototaking of funny creatures in their costume :x and shop a lil too. im now very broke.~! its my rest day today :)

100 QnA pass time

2009-06-18T16:56:00.000+08:00

01. What have you been doing recently?
-thinking of the far new office.
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-Yes. When I cant stand keep myself checking on my phone.
03. What happened at 10am today?
-Creating albums in facebook.
04. When did you last cry?
-last Saturday.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
-I suppose.
06. what do you want in your life right now?
-Lotsa money. Beauty and health.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
-I will keep an umbrella if I think its gonna rain.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
-bolster.
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
-leggings. Ok I know tat sucks a bit.
10. What's the nicest tag in your inbox say?
-Nth much. My tag is sorta dead anyway.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
-Ya. Always do.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
-no. I dun like lending and borrowing.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
-Monsters vs Aliens. But not at cinema. haha
14. What are you proud of?
-currently my back stunt lol.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
-what details need to sent to the applicants. lol
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
-I dunno leh. Long time no sing too.
17. Do you have any nicknames?
-no leh now haha.
18. What's something you really want right now, be honest?
-turn back time.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
-12midnight or 1 plus.
20. Are you currently happy?
-trying. But still okay.
21. Who gives you best advice?
-I dun heed anymore advice. Its tiring.
22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
-when I was very young. lol
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
-I wished but no one to chat with. 
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
-yes. Quite a number. Guess im gonna have white hair very soon..
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
-hmmm. Dun have wor.
26. Do you have a little sister?
-can I skip this question.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-ive deleted them all. lol
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
-ya but its okay.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
-a Chinese trying to speak very slang.
30. Have you ever done cocaine?
-ever.
31. What is the colour of your room?
-I think its white?
32. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
-most likely no ba.
33. Where is your cell phone?
-here.
34. Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
-haha why not.
35. Did you speak to your dad today?
-yea. Not so much.
36. Name something you did yesterday?
-dinner. Smoke a lot. Being raise voice at. lol
37. Where's is your ex-girlfriend/boyfriend?
-working. Dunno exact location.
38. Do you have a life?
-fooking life.
39. What colour is your hair?
-ash brown. I LOVE IT!
40. What's the reason behind your blog song?
-if I were him ill feel this way.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
-I hadn’t had enuf sleeping hrs for a dream.
42. Last time you smiled?
-before this survey.
43. Have you changed this year?
-uglier.
44. What are you listening right now?
-nil.
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
-nope.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
-ive tried both. So which?
47. Is there a quote you live by?
-what la?
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
-Yes. But no longer cares.
49. Are you waiting for something?
-waiting to get off work la!
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
-to let go of everything and change of everything to do with my life.
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
-bathing.
52. Do you like it when you get kissed on the forehead?
-very no feeling loe.
53. Do you text message alot?
-recently just started more.
54. What was the last thing you drank?
-pomegranate tea
55. Who always make you laugh?
-I have not had true laughter for a long time.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
-Mandarin. And for u to find out.
57. Favourite website(s)?
-facebook.
58. What's your middle name?
-ming
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
-im gonna drink!
60. What do you think you are like?
-whatever u think I am.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
-my dog.
62. Where have you been today?
-home to workplace . and read it backwards again.
63. What game do you play often?
-used to be texas poker.
64. Who are you missing right now?
-there’s a man. But im not sure who. LOL
65. If you have to choose between love and friend, who will you choose?
-love. I miss my fren but we’re no longer close now.
66. What are you doing right now?
-thinking of what she’s thinking abt me.
67. Which primary school are you from?
-bedok north primary.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
-green. Brown. White.
69. What emotion you like to show?
- happy.
70. What is your life to you?
-old and rusty.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
-drink. Head out. Smoke.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
-melissa. That’s like 4am lol.
73. Are you happy with the way things are going right now?
-I rather things wun change again than keep changing.
74. Which month are you born in?
-March.
75. How are you feeling right now?
-backache lol. Time for back stunt again.
76. What is the time now?
-04.43 dots.
77. Do you like being in pictures?
-sometimes. If I feel ugly better not.
78. How old are your siblings?
-one younger by 5. one older by 2..
79. Why are you doing this test?
-Boring. Its been long time I did this and also to read my cousins answer.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
-quiet or do sth tat interest me at the moment of time.
81. Have you ever been backstabbed by a friend?
-I assume most ppl do.
82. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
-my ex bf. But not much of help.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
-perish with my family and dog.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
-mimie. wahaha
85. Are you wearing makeup right now?
-a lil.
86. Confused about anything?
-ya a lot. Especially projects.
87. Do you prefer to call or text someone?
-normally text. Unless closer frens.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
-only in Disneys.
89. What feeling do you love most?
-being myself.
90. Do you have a secret that you arent telling anyone?
-ya but they are not important la.
91. Will tomorrow be better than today?
-confirm! Tml what day?
92. Do you treasure every single friendship of yours?
-Im trying.
93. Do you want to see anybody right now?
-yes. I need her nonsense.
94. Is your msn on right now?
-no.
95. What would your name be with the first 3 letters?
-Amy.
96. If you could move right now, would you?
-no. I hope nth disturb me from staying peacefully with my family from now.
97. Are you still schooling now?
-no u dick head!
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
-I will learn to care for myself. Or destroy myself.
99. What if your partner two timmed you?
-pretend I dunno and do the same back trice.
100. How do you feel right now?
-a lil wet. I need the toilet liao. lol

Insomnia

2009-06-18T04:15:00.008+08:00

Hard to sleep. easy to wake. the price to pay for taking panbesy.
It was James mum bday(60) ytd 17th so i missed the chance to see the new office cause i had dinner with their family.

was kinda suay la, my dress strip button came off, whole day stick to staple till i sew it at his place. Giko super rebellious, biting me very hard ytd when he's angrie! even bleed a lil. Nana and me smack him like siao lang, hopefully no one witness the abusement. LOL. suddenly giko became very manly leh, he used to be rebellious and throw temper at one's back only. So are u gonna sayang Giko or me then?

War is still on since saturday.. the coldest numb ive ever feel. i always respect Angela , the coolest and strongest girl after break down in awhile. if only i had half of her attitude, some things wouldnt happened so many repeatedly times liao. my pc super knn de lag! worst than dial up! kaoz.. bo bian cant sleep have to tahan and use. i smoke more than a pack of cig ytd, kinda wanna puke too! sian le la. dunno how long ill be enthu. what will happen next? the troublesome of gg to new office. the wrong guy and future. worry this worry that. when staying james place, i'll wake 30mins earlier than him. now from home another 30mins earlier. used to think its much more convenient staying at his place. now i see its just a 30mins nia! plus more of bus fare daily loe. haha dun let me meet the heavy rain den i try not to have anymore complaints.
maybe.. maybe not suitable i thought sometimes. its true ba now no maybe anymore. people can only change bit by bit. sometimes will change back to individual old self a little and sometimes a lil better. but no matter what, when someone flares up to max. the old temper surely comes back. unless u can control, if not when it burst, u're not the changed YOU anymore. im so ugly, when will the scars be gone? guess where will my heart be? my hotmail jam again! Dam! enuf of my kaopeh kaobu stories liao.. finally update la!!!!!! heya. im gonna find my slave to do some task later!! lol

sorrows

2009-06-15T20:59:00.005+08:00

Hier. getting busy and busier. getting no time to organize my personal life and meeting frens.
i dun even know which day im free what time im done with my stuff.

saturday. went to J.B a quite deserted place for seafood. im full but i keep stuffing myself.

for Jia Wen and Fu Hua sake. main purpose is to go FablesBridal for their arrangement for sundays wedd. too bad i aint honoured enuf to attend the couple's wedd.

met serene. we drink and drink. our sorrows down..... from 7pm to 3am. and then meet sherman for some ketchup too.

alright, i smoke reds. the rest all belong to serene! and all are emptied on that few hours.fierce?

i love it. never fail to do it at club LOL.

taken earlier at office. the A team project.

unhappy towards happy

2009-06-01T18:17:00.002+08:00

all the Disney dolls caught them at bugis arcade with James. $80 for 3.
love the ice cream at Swensen's . Nutty mighty.

so many Pinoy on sunday. fans of Pinoys. pinoy star of fans lol.

was taken earlier. cat and her prezzies.

Friday night where we went to Punggol end drink. saw lynn out ex admin and Lunnie my ex bro ex gf too. lol. after drinking mess up with James again. this time involve mummy and daddy. but its settled now. i hope he do cherish. make purrfect.

Bday Cathy 19

2009-05-29T18:01:00.002+08:00

Cathy'd bday tml. but celebrate with all out colleagues today.

her same old pattern.

Lili so afraid the last one to drop in between as all burning hot. LOL.
many funny things happen throughout the celebration.

my crystal babies. but i suspect they are also crystal soil. so i decide to try them out.

planting the money plant. hope it really is soil and work!!

Once again Happy Bday to u CAT! pls i hope u grow up more. be good girl more. be more caring also la! ur special bday cake. hope u'll always rem today.

i cooked asparagus for james. he like it! i rush to buy some more. LOL

so hilarious.

stylo milo!

this morning

2009-05-27T08:54:00.011+08:00

Specially for Huifen and KitKit. the instructions for crystal baby. please search by its chinese name [ 水晶宝宝 ] for its detail. because ive tried searching by using [ crystal baby ] and got other irrelevant results.

the size of crystal baby this morgen.

recently had alot of Shishamo. dunno how many eggs ive eaten & it was so easy to cook too.

the wardrobe came. but there's an error. they place e opposite knob on the 4th one!
James came home make a mess last night. he drank alot. he speak like he were sucking a pacifier. hardly hear him. he did what i most hated and feared to someone else. accidentally broke one of the lock by using too much force on the cheap wardrobe. cheap things are only meant for feminines usage? haha. as for me im quite fine besides had a little eyes itch and got a bruise on my knee while moving the heavy wardrobe down with Nana and him.
arghhh bad day.. This morning got irritated by one office people also. i am quite pekcek. whoever offends me today i shall return the same. plus irritate them for at least this whole week.
am i too kind to request and being sucha troublesome customer who try to customize something for someone else and not for myself? yet all i get is not appreciation but AP. i dun mind to walk down the road alone for i know u wun be there for me like i am for you. i had too heavy breakfast so sometimes ill skip lunch and u sound so sarcastic by saying i eat very little unlike U! i might not eat as healthy as u as punctual as u. but i dun fall sick as often like u do. CUT! but now im giving up soon. im sorry :) i prefer (bread) and i rather be (selfish)

wardrobe gao tim!

2009-05-26T09:12:00.003+08:00

The crystal baby im trying to grow.
1,2
3,4

we hardly communicate now. i begin to love talking to myself. she knows what i want.

me and his mummy at mustafa. big bean bag..

my wardrobe.. ytd we got our door knob fixed! and we purchase a new wardrobe le. will come today.. finally..

siloso beach resort

2009-05-24T11:38:00.004+08:00

Friday evening after work i went to find Uncle Jackson and i bought a Oscar fish :) otw home got checked by the bus inspector. sianz..

wah yummy la.. biggest mango ive ever seen.. reddish orange colour. 1 for $2.95. but if u go NTUC buy all left small small de. why? cause big big one NTUC ppl buy liao la!

Jamie's fish tank.. saw my pacu? heee growing bigger.... disaster will happen anytime!

Yea. Saturday me went home. bought a snakehead fish. LOL. and go dye my hair at $70.00

mimie super love her hair colour now!!! evening we went to Sentosa celebrate Shagu's gf bday and Meizhen bday too.

pic of Jamie taken earlier. but my hp was nearly flatt so i did not take the bday part. haha

while he was driving. i guess im just too excited because it been a long long time i met Mr Merlion. lol

8th floor. the Siloso Beach Resort..

the handsome Seng and the bed. the night cost $400.00 wahaha..

2nd level of the room. 2 bench 1 mini jacuzzi. oh ya. i can stretch my head to next room and i can see ppl naked in their jacuzzi. LOL. i saw a couple naked kissing. the rest saw more.. 2 girls. group sex party ! lol

then we go opposite to the disco/pub for some drinks. cant read the name of the pub!!!!

i gotta take my tomyam mee now :) he promised to get the lingerie from la senza. now tat he wana go elsewhere. i try to compromise and say i'll buy with angela . gimmi attitude say later go buy la later go buy la. wtf. like i cant afford myself. tulan. if u dunwan buy for me just dun agree at the first place ma. i can buy myself i dun have to wait. and by then he delay my time. i might not even get the chance to choose. the one ive been eying is already sold.!

Throw away Garnier!

2009-05-22T09:42:00.003+08:00

Last night suppose to go Ktv with just James and me.. who knows he dun like my voice or feel bored going with me alone. He Jio his frens too. I dun like singing with people whom I dun even know them even a bit. So I jitao backout say I not feeling well and next time he can go w his frens , I can go with mine! And I have dump away the Garnier facial wash and bought Eversoft de. Hopefully my pimples will leave me soon! Its irritating. Im ugly enuf already!

This morning not so bad. First thing is I dun feel like taking leave.. then prefer gg to work than gg to a slimeball occasion.
Im late.. but I will still die die want my BREAKFAST.. bought long tong today. Very sedap xD James sent me to work today thou he did not need to wake up so early. So happy. Cause previously he ever promised the same but atlas say he’s too tired and ask me go myself. Finally we have eggs in the house. Ive been collecting so many packet of mayo from Mac. Lol. Im gonna make egg mayo for him again! :)

rum ball

2009-05-21T10:58:00.007+08:00

So rushing this morning :) but i got myself lotsa tasty food today..

mimie buy one luncheon egg bread for James. one ham egg bread for me. one fruity cake for Cathy and also one rum ball and nasi lemak for myself again. wahhaa. feeling so happy.. food makes me fly so high~!
Last night james broke the secure knob of the door in office and his boss ah bee return back office fix it. then also ask me down to his R.O.M tml.. should i go? maybe not bah. haha..
he's gg msia with fuhua to acc them see their marriage photos also. super boliao. haven get my necessity also leh! kaoz. oh ya also went hougang Defu furniture go see some wardrobe. haha saw one ideal de. cost $799 exclude GST but a little small hope to find a better price and bigger one.

Its only Wednesday

2009-05-20T10:23:00.006+08:00

alalaa. its only wednesday today.. thought its thursday.. still have 2 more days to go.. so shag.. ytd all flooring done liao.. cleaning also done liao.. peace le!! will show pic of the room i took last night~! mwacks!! now we just needa get a thick dark coloured curtain to ensure i can change clothes peacefully in room. can just wrap up in towel and then wear clothing in room =X haha. & also i got no facial now. so boring. ytd quarrel with james. still hesitating whether to get my personal wardrobe.. cause if i reli wanna move back or leave, no point getting new furnitures for me. had prawn mee soup since monday tuesday and today. miss my sausage :) i skip my penbasy for days le, thats why my appetite is now macam a monster.. Nom3**
sorry bedsheet haven cover. haha

huifen my backside, i like ur blog skin. can skin my blog? pls. haha

im blogging.

2009-05-19T17:05:00.007+08:00

......... utterly disappointed in him..
he bring me out to treat me eat isnt tat a must ? nbcb
when did he last bought me to shop for a chosen thing by me? knn cb
which month how many times did he say he is broke when i want anything?
very sad. he just got bored thats all. pua cb
i rem jass words. eat to feel happy. so i EAT so much today.
macspicy again :) and diarrhea too lol.
atlas, i still msg him. holy shit mimie!
Feeling bored, i insist to pass cathy ONE present first!!
she took it and happily say : 回去摇啊?
hehe so cute. shake till next saturday bah!!
Lastly, did you Touch MY personal belongings on the floor at OFFICE? :P heeheee.. (not for cathy, lili and aaron)

xoxo

2009-05-19T09:05:00.004+08:00

hee. meow.. ytd went to meet an old good fren. i suppose its detailed enuf not to mention the word 'best' for sake of both [AM]. its been pretty long. very long for me thou. pls leave a footprint if u stalk me again. haa. although she told me she was happy now but i can see she was happier before. we catch up alot.. really alot especially others life. about all the girls we know all attach to rich man. with allowance all the time. some even got married. always wondering why i got a bf who isnt poor but always so stingy with me. Haahaaa~ all the time hearing him : no money la dear..... then after awhile watching him signing this and that. changing this and that. buying LCD TV the most recent. wakaoz. when can i meet such man who willingly spent on me..... zzzzz

ps, im still figuring out whois the guy who had a black line on his nose with a fat gf that loves domination????? lol

painting day.

2009-05-18T09:03:00.008+08:00

sucks.. the outbreak on my forehead. now its COOKED red. everyone complexion is better than mine now.

the original colour of the room. light blue/green.

painting time.. ive experience paint into my eyes. haha

anyhow sit after anyhow paint.

see the colour diff before and after. too bad wasnt the ideal choice of what i had chosen. hais.

drilling and doing a brand new switch.

mending the holes and uneven walls.

relocate plug.

discard old curtain rod. many hooks.

macho drilling holes looks so pro.. mesmerized!

changing and nailing wire casing.

thinking hard planning how to connect and cover the wirings for new LCD TV input.

drilling and put the TV brackets.

me in spider head at IKEA. bought a new bed for giko too~!

hehe. so kawaii right? basket $9.90. bed $19.90. pillow $1.80

the new LCD TV.. design ok ma??

left curtain rod $49. nice brown. with round ends. right $12 with sharp ends.
james took the cheaper one. and chose a bright red curtain. gosh. sucks man.. im moving back!!!
still have flooring to do tml.. LOL! siam ah!

kaoz

2009-05-15T09:08:00.003+08:00

what the hell.. last night my face got a little itch. i thought it was because of the dusty room Or because i had drink some beer with james and his fren earlier. then this morning i dig some golds on my forehead. quite a number of NEW born pimples. knn hia! was it cause by the new loose powder i just used for 1 week? or was it the threading i did while doing facial. or was it my diet pills tat causes dehydration and deficiency of veggies? wah sibeh stress la..
1-have to organise painting colours
2-find the best prices/quotation
3-getting ready all tools to screw u.
4-mending holes and drilling holes for the wall.
5-worry colour outcome sucks have to repaint = repay.
6-packed everything into 2 wardrobes and moved them but not blocking the passage way
7-how do i change clothes? and make up? cause curtains will be remove
8-painting walls on weekends . make my face outbreak worst!
9-allow to dry and dunno where to sleep.
10-and also doing flooring. cleaning.
11-moving back the wardrobe but still not enuf space cause tat idiot threw the tables away already!

Jamie's Old Room

2009-05-14T09:47:00.007+08:00

took this last week at a pub in lavender. forgotten which day exactly lol. Ken, Ming , Vincent. one keep singing song happily. one playing games loner. one happily playing with hp!?!?

god! my face is swollen and its big!
when Kanan ist still SOBER!

Afterwards..... SLEEP in the pub.

then... showed his SEXY hole.

kanan talked a bit dirty with me when he's drunk. dots..... heng vincent & ming protect mimie LOL.

me taken ytd. look glum ma? hmmm have i slim down a little just yet? also, ive done facial the day before. is my complexion any better? haha JIAYOU!!! im starting to work on beauty xD

caught this disgusting man digging his nose. yeah i love digging nose too :) so does Eileen.

this is what we have now in our room. the tables will be removed. my stuff will be so packed! cause we're going to paint the walls and also doing flooring after painting. so shifting all belongings to 2 wardrobe. almost fainted! so shag moving things. organising. tidying. packing. knn hia! all thanks to James la. he and his SUDDEN idea! we havent even moved the tables now. haven clean the walls. have not paint la of course..........

throwing away the DVD player. TV. Woofer. Speaker. ahahah dun worry, they quite rosak already. wonder how my life would be for these 2 weeks. or longer....... >.<

pretty necklace

2009-05-12T19:05:00.003+08:00

i found this interesting webby selling nice unique handmake necklace. most of them are sold but i would like to bookmark it here just in case i want them in the future. :)

http://www.wenyadesigns.com/

took urgent leave today. all thanks to james. yet he's gg to say all thanks to me.
happily for the very FIRST time i slept at 10pm last night! awake freshly and ready for work. but but but before work we had a minor conflict #$&@!X* . just because i want him to take the vitamin C tablet drink. so i got petty, without understanding tat he total dislike its taste and he might puke if he drinks it. Then i make my sausage like usual. he wanted some, i got petty and complaint abt the drink so he will not have any sausage. thinking back, it was funny thou.
ended up quarreling over these stupid breakfast. and it got worst, saying i gave sylvest number at club and even meet him. calling me cheap! wth~! then i shouted and he hit my hand. thank god not anywhere else. and i started crying , he didnt sayang me so i got worst :P
so bad tat i cannot make it to work. fucking me tat i waste his time for work. dammit, still asking me to LeaVe tonight! arghhh~!!! so i went back his place and pack everything up!
noon he return back and ask me to stay... hurhur.. so i went for the 2nd facial in my life.
asking him to pay!! he agree so i shall stay.. the first trial cost me $60+ and i did signed up a package of $360 for 6 treatments by installment. haha. so the package i shall pay myself its okay! i have alot alot to complaint but im lazy. today i just started taking back my Panbesy.. cause im 52kg now! hope it works well..i wanna be slim again and fit into all of my pants!! i will start to learn about facial and healing from Angela now.. as ive got wrinkles and im only 22 .

prezzies

2009-05-07T09:55:00.001+08:00

woohoo.. the prezzies~!!! nice anot.. wrapping and designed by me and nana.

the green box one is for cathy. sorry but im worried tat i might not have enuf time to get her prezzie so in advance i prepared for her le. tats too early, her bday is on 30th may. LOL.

i know the wrapping kinda sucks but its the best of the best liao. nana said.

this one if for my mum. mother's day. haha. she loves this kind of chocolate. so i add them on.
i spent $200 plus on it not included the angbao.. dammit!

me posing with the prezzies. omg guess what? my weight is now 52kg!. im god damn FAT! Fuck! but i still love to eat skin and fats. wahaha. ive finally tried the GOAT cheese natural on 06/05/2009! cheers~!

i'll c u again

2009-05-05T13:06:00.004+08:00

the new bedsheet i bought at Mustafa.. holy hard to tie.

my new sandal from chinatown. cost me more than $70. i dun wish to reveal the actual price..

suppose its the last kiss i get from cathy. she's dating now. and together very close tat she can forget about her friends. forget tat its Jass bday and she just stick to her bf till must leave with him. Even tag along when their gg gents, but nv tag along when we're gg ladies oh my.. dotz.

we spent hours getting this multi prezzie for jasmine. hope she really likes it.. and its a farewell day.. i can nv have my lunch and gossips with her anymore.

where's my melody??? missing with jass hp..

been Quite busiie.. hadnt had much time to accompany my Giko too..
the last time im trying to blog was 2 wks ago.. when i was about to post, my pc hang!!! there, mood swing. decide not to blog till i want to.. lazy and tired. restless. many things to share but something stopped me from coming here. i misses alot of people.. but it just seems pointless. ive done alot research on health tats my hobby but i couldnt find time to get the products. where are u my carrot. alot things im thinking.. thinking.. im leading a very simple life now.. but what i see before my eyes werent as easy.

Ouch.. cant believe. did i actually see wrong??? compatible with Taurus???

wafer roses. urchin fish

2009-04-28T08:54:00.003+08:00

the fish look so cute right? so sad the urchin spike stick thru this little fish head. it was not born this cute. ya n it perish le.

Omg Jasmine found the Wafer Roses!! she help me buy.. woohoo.
so Happy~! i love it so much. pls its edible!!

Idols

2009-04-22T08:50:00.000+08:00

21/4/2009

2009-04-21T08:33:00.003+08:00

some pictures of my fish.specially for mr mastie kit.

one of the gold koi fish i just keep recently. not a month yet.

ive no idea what fish is this. a bit like parrot fish but its snowy white and purple-ish at its fins. v sweet looking.

Giko was super obedient ytd. im so impress!!!!! took leave, urgent leave and such. it seems like a long holiday for me. and tat was sylvest desmond and winnie, new mommy next month!

trim my hair at Twins with Diana. she paid for me. thanks mama. and she complaint some hair went in her butt, so her pi ku very yang. lol.

jass de cornflakes

2009-04-07T21:35:00.008+08:00

Thanks Jasmine for making me this honey cornflakes. she did all by herself. and with the decor coloured stars. she really been so nice. even forgot to bring her wallet halfway and return back home take today just because she bring her purse out to buy the ingredients to make THIS for me. and she was late, the reason was me.PLUS this honeyed cornflakes does NOT sell in most places. so sorry if u wan u can place order from her. felt quite touch but dun think can taste her home made sweetness much more from now on. we know why. But all the best i will wish her and lets enjoy out dinner with sylvest and Cathy tml :) thank god its a holiday this Friday. woohoo~!

Funny Blangladesh working in team, pulling and passing rope to one another. LOL. cant help but to videoed it. haha. cathy also take pictures of them. and the blanglah was smiling at her. she wasnt afraid at all. hahaha. went home and read the dirty newspaper, a woman got stab 110 times , got robbed, and worst is her husband who cant helped because he was in bad health of stroke and see his wife got stab in pain and died in front of him. how cruel these two malay brothers. its very sad. the woman was very brave and ya, very strong and lasting tat dies only after 110 of stabbing. alot news so shocking today. im glad i read them.
Rihanna face got beaten up by chris brown.
why?
LOL. faint loh. super hilarious.

Nobody But Zoo

2009-04-06T19:27:00.003+08:00

only three pair belongs to me. guess which.

my favourite. guess whats tat.

giko my beloved baby

one pic at rebel. me and tom.

what is giko doing?

2009-04-05T19:45:00.003+08:00

Can somebody tell me what is my Giko doing?

knn hia

2009-04-05T02:28:00.003+08:00

Giko's fluffiness now is just right! earlier noon after i got up feeling hungry, bought him along to tabao my BaChorMee. told him to wait as he cant get in the coffeeshop, he just sat and waited for me to get my food. how nice giko was. everyone says my dog is so well train so guai. feel so proud lol.

wow . so excited when i reach Cheesy section.
i got one Comte cheese and another i forgot the name. to bad they dun carry st. nectaire. hais.

i love the sky today.. wanted to share the joy and feelings to Mr james but he was too busy away with his CB phone. always got CB lobang de. knn hia.

den i enjoy the scenery myself loe bo bian. we catch the shihjuku's incident show of Jacky and Daniel at 11.30pm. try to discuss with him what ti get for my mum's bday. all he try to say was get sth within my ability. i ask if i could rely him if i spent too much, he say spent within ability. kaoz. im gonna find a man i can RELY on liao! knn hia again. feeling very irritated today. just wondering where have all the feelings gone to. im very sick of it!! i came back with my room lights on. ok that wasnt me! and then i can hardly find place to keep my kotex and clothes! what the fuck. i want a NEW wardrobe. seriousy the more i complaint the more fed up im!! knn hia. fuck fuck. i wanna puff liao!

its weekend im loving it!

2009-04-04T14:59:00.008+08:00

vincent, chee bye ming, ken and fai.

me and the bday guy Ah Fai. a m'sian fren. wishing him leng zai forever!
because of this bday boy, who wear slipper cant go clubbing, we went to do sth STUPID!
the last time i did tat was many many years ago.. we went to window-shop a sport shoe for him. what the.....

xiao fang from china. the bruises on her right hand was pinch by a pervert alcoholic customer. yeeeks

the center guy was found drunk by me and jass. resemble LEW huh?

ok. i haven started drinking from this pic above.

i do like carrots. like them raw too :)

drank a lil. see la 365 days, 1 day make up so thick. so hiao today keep taking pic.

and still nv fail to act feminine

act gowls again lol.

i like this one hahahaha.. lady enuf? if u know my character u know why..

and then where i took these pictures i have no idea!!!

heading to clark quay pub 67 guess where.

and yah shag out still going Rebel @ BoatQuay with jass frens and tommy.
still return back to the pub at ClarkQuay. *faint*
where got time to take picture at rebel. LOL. only worried my frens waiting for me and such.
i got a new fren name Sylvest at rebel. hahaha. shhh =X

james die die want me return his home after club. scare i kena eat by tommy isit LOL
(pic wasnt taken today) i sleep with what im wearing out today. wahaaha

01042009

2009-04-01T20:53:00.009+08:00

sucha wonderful supper i had today.. cottage fries fried by his daddy..
and with gallo wine. first time trying Zinfandel. normally i dun find this choice too. no idea whats tat too, whiter/lighter colour kinda grapes but was unsure because i hadnt seen it before in this small country im living in. lol. and its sweeter than merlot :)
but i prefer merlot la. lol. for this sorta tasted slight too sweet and feminine.

james pointed to me a fish. wow, what a long shit this gourami had. haha my pacu is really out-growing everyone in the fish-house. LOL

james went for a hair cut today and he bought me a hair dryer $150.00.
gift coming from him is very nan de de ok.the blow is big. i love it. and also i tot he might have some meaning when he was being so good suddenly up with THIS gift. why? 1, to bath giko.
2, i cannot have excuse not to bath after work. as i always complain and sleep with wet hair if i bath after work. my hair super hard dry type. lol. but anyway its a sincerity from james and also its a FREE gift so just smile la. LOL

wah.. mango smoothie. super nice. damn super nice.
i drink half of it while on the cab home. LOL. i dun drink tat fast normally. :)

today took urgent leave. company having meeting today. plus alot alot of disagreement said and so, might sound serious. consider heng anot i take leave today? lol. somemore come menses today. damn sianz. a little tummy cramp. went to bishan for a lil shoppin'.
The right blue cheese, above picture. kaoz. taste damn holy gross. dunno was it expired or it actually taste like that originally. fuck man. waste my money. the manufacturing date was on august 2008. last till september 2009. pure nice cheese can preserve so long meh? or was it reli spoit liao. so it taste like shit. sucks.make a cheese also a few months only ma. haha.. i did try to adapt by eating a FEW MORE times. but really la, dun ask me eat blue cheese again. CANNOT MAKE IT. i still love my st nectaire. and im gonna try sheep raw cheese real soon! and i mean sheep not goat. lol.

live daniel and jacky

2009-04-01T13:55:00.003+08:00

30th went to Plaza Singapura. to see Jacky Chan and Daniel Wu in live.

Jacky bring his own camera to take pictures ..

the crowd over at p.s wonder how its like in vivo. lol

bought my favorite caviar and st. nectaire cheese le. lol smelly but taste so good. today 1st of april, taken leave. gonna get some prezzies later le. and haha its april fools day. hahaha

2009-03-26T18:00:00.001+08:00

Its a long month March 09

2009-03-25T07:21:00.003+08:00

This is Tommy. a mouthful of honey lips sweet talker lai de. Im laughing like mad just because i have NOT seen guys in suspenders for AGES! ROFL..... me and jass meet him for lunch at bedok. had western, lamb chop. think my armpit is going to smell soon. lol

jass favourite lime juice. she say its nice. i think the colouring also nice. banyak banyak.

my fav pic of de month haha. ytd i was very happy because i rcv a multi belated bday present from Diana. thou its a lil too late but she put in alot effort and sincerities into the gifts. she got me a set of sleeping clothes, a triump bra, and a pair of big round earrings from forever 21. Ah Fai gave me 400k Chips ytd too. lol. was it sucha good day? this morning super tired. almost couldnt wake up. atlas i did manage to get myself outta bed. heng la. eyes very red and itchy. recently also stress alot, especially about something most important to me. feel like cutting botak!! my shampoo and conditioner going to finish too, lately really got NO time to buy.. hmm and manyy bdayys comingg too.. stress de, should i go get some advance prezzies.

bloated bday

2009-03-18T20:23:00.005+08:00

was just trying to act cute with my cake.

i cant help but to eat the cherry first.

me + james dad

me + james mum

me and james la of cux

me + Giko

he bought me 9 big red roses. but he didnt manage to find the Oyster pearl lol.
its too big to be taken. when will i get 999 roses? oh pls i dun wan anyway LOL.

james mummy gimmi the angbao.still have mum and karen aunt de.

jasmine and cathy de present. thanks alot. i like the dresses and clip :)

today went out for lunch with jas and her new fren tommy. had fish and chips.
not forgetting ive taken my breakfast this morning too. later on aaron tabaoo back braised duck rice. eat again. then, also eat the Green tea cake they bought for me. then go james place have another dinner again! and yah, another chocolate cake again. lmao. **faint**

bday eggs

2009-03-17T22:02:00.001+08:00

ty jimmy my bro. who reli fulfill what i told him to. LOL

my bday prezzies from him.. all the eggs!

amk vet

2009-03-17T08:56:00.002+08:00

Where's the Old Kinder Surprise?
now playing with the New Kinder Joy.

Giko got himself some scratches. having pus worrying he might get infection.

bring him to the vet in amk. the German Shepherd 'Waco'. big james scared big dog.

[[service]] Diana:dun come this vet again. waco's owner:dun dare to come again liao.

reach amk 108 at 8pm. wait till 10plus and reach home after 11. still clean the room with james. got my whole face itch and then finally its bedtime. and giko's consultation + med = $99.20

Ants

2009-03-11T16:25:00.002+08:00

Just for Fun :) Killer Ants.

(i saw this note posted by melissa. Warning!)
A little boy died because surgeons found ants in his brain! Apparently this boy fell asleep with some sweets in his mouth or with some sweet stuff beside him. Ants soon got to him and some ants in fact crawled into his ear which somehow managed to go to his brain.

When he woke up, he did not realize that ants had gone to his head. After that, he constantly complained about itchiness around his face. His mother brought him to a doctor, but the doctor could not figure out what was wrong with him. He took an X-ray of the boy and to his horror, he found a group of live ants in his skull. Since the ants were still alive, the doctor could not operate on him because the ants were constantly moving around. The boy finally died. So please be careful when leaving food stuff near your bed or when eating in bed. This might attract ants.

Most importantly, NEVER you or your child eat sweets before going to bed. You or your child might attract ants while you are asleep.

i love 陈宝辕

2009-03-09T10:07:00.002+08:00

I love 陈宝辕

arowana DIED!! yeah!

2009-02-19T14:09:00.003+08:00

OOH ive NEVER been happier than today!
when i heard the news.....
thats the arowana DIED! swee la!!
i wait so so long liao. im gonna move my happy family to their new big home haha
just curse it ytd. and wanting to buy a new tank actually.
haha now all no need liao!!

thou this morning a PB in office checking on my work. dammit loe.
thats the reason i remove my blog from the skype. haa
but nvm im willing to tolerate it and happy with my happy fishes. haha
cant wait to settle my fishes after todays company dinner!!

giko feb 18

2009-02-18T22:21:00.005+08:00

Giko 1 giko 2. in lazy mode

Giko 3 giko 4 in hungry mode

Giko 5 giko 6 in staring mode

mummy's love.

silver dollar all dead! i simply hate arowanas

after work take giko out for a walk he still look so boring.

botak jones

2009-02-18T08:54:00.004+08:00

i look tired huh??

tired meh??

smiless me. u like? no like?

ya in office. today.

today will halfday!! bth liao. tired! wo shi lei de loe!
ytd meet bedok kaki's for dinner at BOTAK JONES. my very first time. lol

ju's share

mine. ribeye hahahah!! james love steak too.

jonny de. alamak he like veg and fish sia!! surprise!

serene de. hungry for BIG JUMBO GIANT sausage! LOL

me la. zi lian again.

party world liang court

2009-02-17T08:54:00.005+08:00

morgen!! shag ah today. why?? cause ytd after work went out loe. till 4 plus reach home.
what time i slp i also dunno. and this is my morning face to work today.. sibeh tired! but at least i make the effort come work. if reli cannot take it then take half day bah. haha. went to liang court de party world..

Its a last min outing. organise by Alex. he book room, extend singing hours. haha buay pai leh. quite surprise he'd been doing these.

this is Ivan. we have 6 guys 3gals.

he look super fierce! naming him as Mr fierce. LOL

but behind his story. he was quite gentle. and the only one whois attach there other than the couple

right one is alex. haha act brotherhood loe.

showing sandals of lynn and mimie!

look at the diff of their drinks. spoiler la the milk shake.

jeremy.. emo emo thru-out the day. atlas ask for lynn's no. wahaha.

neh. the couple. cindy and kelvin. what is kel digging??

the fierce is happy with his milkshake.

with extra pearls! the first thing he say to the waiter is 'do u have milk tea'?
they do, and he added, 'i want pearls and add extra pearls.' LOL

fan of pearls!!!

caught alex and brandon kissing happily. together forever.

aiya i very gentle one lah! needless mention!

lynn!! long time nv meet her liao. growing more skinny!!!

singing at liquid pub. this was before the party world.

me at work. act shuai. cause i see some guys smile sideway nia. LOL. handsome anot?

6ladies

2009-02-16T12:09:00.005+08:00

this is the one and only pic of all the ladies. taken at babyface on last friday nite.
from left to right-fen2, angela, mimie, li2, bei2, cathy.
this coming friday another dinner. this time it would be company dinner. not sure will there be any planning after makan.

i somehow miss and hate my bf.
why everytime i only heard abt men who gets sick and tired of their gf. and still need freedom but not letting their gf to have freedom like they how they want it. and why all the ladies will always be the last one to get sick of their significant other?
drop my hp on the toilet ground. sian..... feel like dying my hair. should i? am broke liao. sianz

berry is tasty

2009-02-14T22:40:00.003+08:00

Healthy and delicious. went cold storage at serangoon north. purchase my new favourite - strawberries. and also not forgetting raspberries and cherry tomatoes. awesome fruits to have it raw. i dun really like blackberries because the first time i bought a lucky sour one!! eeewk!

how nice it would be to eat these little fresh red/orange tomatoes that come with its plant. and tomato CANNOT be boil. i just know this FREAKING hell important msg this week only. ive been eating BOILED tomatoes cooked by my mum for many many years! i assume everyone will thought adding tomatoes in any boiling soup is a great concoction. boiling of tomatoes produce acid and harm to body? what the.....

the wonderful strawberries contains vitamin k,vitamin A , vitamin B5, B6, manganese, folid acid , potassium, riboflavin, copper, magnesium, even omega-3 fatty acid and calcium.

valentines at zoo

2009-02-14T21:59:00.005+08:00

Saturday. Valentines' Day today. went to Singapore Zoological Garden. with james and his daddy.

souvenir plush toys shop. so many cute cute look alike-real animals stuff toys!

she licked me. ok, i assume its a female ok?

his balls dangling like your earrings.

guess who is he? the long spelling fat ass.

Hippopotamus, ok i admit i spell this thru a dictionary. lol

the fierce white tiger. haha u should have heard the news abt the zookeeper got killed by him yah?

elephant. the huge arch. its slapping the metal container many times but i only manage to video once. so sorry. haha but better than none ma. another video below is something my goosebumps will stand for.

unidentified Insects. be it flies? Bees? Mosquitoes? they fly in one Big group, with many many more than hundreds of them circling in the forest. u can hardly see them in this video, but u can actually see the result in bad quality over the main plant because of the irritating flying creatures. i cannot imagine if they come in bunches for me. its really disgusting.

Friday Mee, Cat & Angel

2009-02-14T21:12:00.003+08:00

Friday after work. Proceed to BQ n Babyface. (zhang bin, Aaron, Joe, Angela, Cathy, Li2, Fen2 & bei2.

i will return home

2009-02-12T08:43:00.006+08:00

ytd while james is working. he got my favorite perfume GHOST somewhere.
i cant find it for many many years. so damn happy and touch.

ytd after work with cathy. i reli wan peace this time.

loving? nah he's ok NOT to talk. Not to be loving. whatever he do now just hinder our r/s.

my fishes. the light Not ready yet. so i took this pic from top. the fishes allow me to touch them u
know. LOL.

he fell sick last night. bought him herbal tea. make soup for him and his mum. bought bread for him as breakfast today. all he show me was fuck up attitude. so i did the same.
asking me to go home. fine. i will~! freaking bad mood today. i just wanna be ALONE~!

what a fish game

2009-02-10T13:49:00.002+08:00

Franky the Fish

Click here to play this game

u can try this game. got reli pissed off. my highest score is alwasy 4ooo and BELOW!
wonder how they get up to millions points. heck man~!

james dun wanna talk to me . always giving excuses how tired he was. we can sit tog in the car and remain speechless. and he's VERY FINE with it.